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Part I - The First Life



I wasn't anyone special, in my old life. My parents were farmers. My magical ability (we call it harmony, the humans call it elfsong) wasn't particularly strong. My skills tests rated me for labor, and my endurance, for daylight.

I was, at best, durable.

It worked out well enough, I suppose. I liked being outside, and getting to travel, and everyone else preferred me 'somewhere else' and 'not causing trouble.' I started out in the forest rangers, which was very dull, except the few times it wasn't. Eventually they got tired of my inability to sneak through the underbrush, and rated me for sea patrol, presumably to cut down on the number of search parties for me. I liked this calling much better. I got to meet new people - new species, even. Humans in particular were a novelty, with their intense enthusiasm about everything, and ability to try new things without debating for ages first.

Lyramir was a twilight world - if there was a sun, we never saw it. The sky was always beautiful, with deep pinks and purples and greens dancing across it at its brightest, and the stars twinkling in vivid colors at its darkest. The seas reflected the colors, and in the Mirror Sea, it always felt like you were sailing through the sky itself.

All the color was in the sky. Everything else was bland and dull. We elves all looked alike. We were pale, our hair color ran all the way from translucent white to golden blonde, our eyes from gray to blue, with the rare greens of the noble families - those with the strongest harmony. We were a very close knit people, somewhat literally. We all shared a single aura, which was kept strong by the harmony of the Royals. We KNEW each other, and since we were immortal, we knew them for a very long time.

Oh, yes, you wanted to know what happened to bring me here. The thing is, I don't know. I certainly wasn't important enough to be privy to any warnings, and, well, there was no one around to tell me afterward. My guess is that beings more powerful than us had an argument. It happens. They start throwing magical energy at each other, not realizing or caring that hey, there might be a world or two in the trajectory. All I can say for certain is that one minute, we were transporting a high ranking official from one island to the other, the next, a flash of light and a terrible noise. Everything went white, then black. And then, well . . .





Photo Credits

Image 1
Head: Lelutka: Raven
Hair: Mina: Lia
Face: Amara Beauty: Raven Porcelain
Outfit: Jangka: Titania (Bow belongs to 'Rhiannon' SL Avatar)
Location: Aggi's Stargazing Wood

Image 2
Head: Lelutka Raven
Hair: No.Match: No Scrubs
Face: Amara Beauty: Raven Porcelain
Outfit: Caverna Obscura: Tauriel Outfit, Brown
Location:

Part II - The Non-Life



It took me a long time to realize I wasn’t dreaming, that something bad had happened, and that I was in the Void, drifting aimlessly. There’s a thing we call Torpor. We can handle physical pain well enough, but emotional pain is another matter. Death and loss is rare, and some of us just can't bear the mental anguish of losing someone you’ve known and loved for hundreds of years. We have the ability to shut down, like a frog hibernating in winter. It's traditionally done for a decade at a time, which gives all the emotional chemicals time to - reset, I suppose? I don't know anyone personally that's done it, but I've heard the tales. I didn’t know that your body could do it instinctively until it happened to me. One problem with going into Torpor in the Void (you all call it ‘space’) is that there is no one watching over you, no one to bring you out of it at the set time. Another problem is that being in Torpor and being in the Void feels pretty similar. It's dark out there, and cold. There's nothing to feel, nothing to see, nothing to smell, nothing to hear, except your slow heartbeat and your blood chugging sluggishly through your veins. I don't know how long I was out there, only that it was long enough that I no longer cared how long it had been, and had resigned myself to the nothingness.




Photo Credit

Head: Lelutka: Raven
Hair: No_Match:
Face: The Skinnery: Eve
Clothing: Caverna Obscura - Tauriel Outfit
Pose: Faceplant

Part III - The Second Life







And then came the day I woke up on a bright, sunny beach. All the feeling returned in a painful rush. The sun hurt, the sand hurt, moving hurt, and the noise of the waves was agony.


My clothes were in shreds. The Void had done awful things to my skin, and worse things to my hair, and I didn't recognize myself the first time I saw myself in the mirror. My muscles didn't want to work, and I kept trying to count my fingers and toes because I kept coming up with a different number. And try as I might, my elfsong was gone. I had been silenced.


Worst of all, I was alone. Lyran elves never went anywhere alone. We needed someone else to keep our shared aura functioning, preferably three or four others, or we became seriously ill, mentally and physically. There were whole songs equating being alone to drowning.


I promptly panicked, of course. There was just too much of everything all at once, and I couldn't handle it. To add to my woes, fate decreed that an actual human wizard came to investigate the noise.


Back home, there were several different ways to do magic. We elves, for example, sang it. The words weren’t important, but the melodies and harmonies were, as well as the number of participants. Wizards were the ones who relied on their Words to activate their carefully crafted spells. One well prepared wizard won in a magic fight against elves every time, solely based on the amount of time it took to cast.


So when I heard someone yelling, “Who’s out there? I’m a wizard, you know!” I braced myself for the worst.



Photo Credit:

Hair: Truth - Harley
Skin: Pink Fuel - Elly - Honey
Clothing: Decolletage - Pirate Wench Peasant Shirt (System Clothing)
Location: Special Thanks to Zynthar for letting me borrow his beach

Part IV - Life's A Beach




Fortunately, this particular wizard was used to foreign stuff falling from the sky to land on his beach, and when he found me and figured out what had happened, merely lamented that he didn’t find elf women more often.

It turned out he was a former wizard. Zynthar the Great, to be exact. Retired, but will probably go back to wizarding if properly motivated. He was not then properly motivated, so I was safe.

He was also extraordinarily helpful. He got me calmed down, cleaned up, and fed, chatting merrily all the while about nonsense. He talked a good long while about currents and forks in space, and how everything lined up so it sometimes brought junk down to the surface of this world, and he had gotten prime scavenger space.

He talked so long and so cheerfully that I began to wonder if I had misunderstood how a wizard used the Word, and he was simply going to talk me to death.

Eventually he got to the information I was more interested in - where I was, and whether I could get back home from there. The Space Fork was a one way trip, unfortunately. If I wanted to get home, I would have to find another route. However, he was happy to help me navigate what was about to become my second life.

I had lost my elfsong, but I did not succumb to the fate that befell most solitary elves. The things that had affected me back home no longer did here. I could go out in the sun whenever I liked. I was no longer allergic to iron. Perhaps the Void had broken that bond cleanly? I didn’t know.

It ultimately didn’t matter, because here, I had access to even more magic than I’d ever been able to produce before, even with others. I could fly! I could walk off the roofs of tall buildings and land without a scratch. I could carry countless amounts of items in a single inventory bag, and change my clothes in a flash. I could change my looks, too, and I soon did.


Yeah, that's me, now. Bright red hair, one green eye, one blue. Blue to remind me of my old life, green as a promise that if it were possible to rise in the ranks, I was going to do it. 

I’ve been here fifteen years now, and though I’ve researched, I have no idea where home is, or how to get there. I built myself a comfortable little house, and got involved in other things. I made friends. Looking no longer seemed important, because now I was home.

In fact, things were going extremely well for me . . . until the day another elf from Lyramir arrived.






Photo Credits:

Zynthar:
Head: Lelutka Skyler
Hair: Sintiklia: Mike
Face: Birth: Greyson
Shirt: Emerald Man (advent gift)
Jewelry and sunglasses: Hoorenbeek - Brooks

Aggi After Landing:
Hair: Truth - Harley
Shirt: STOP - Poncho with T-Shirt - Blue and Fuscia
Pants: Emerald Man - Gamer Sweats
Shoes: QE Beachcomber Flips - End of Summer

Aggi Now:
Head: Lelutka - Raven
Skin: The Skinnery - Eve
Makeup:
I n' K Original #3a Day & Night Eyeshadow
Fontaine Cosmetics: Soft Blush Collection- Cheek Blush (red) and Nose Tip Blush (red)
DeeTalez MU *Vains* Winter
Hair: Magika - Erin
Shirt: Blueberry - Shyla Knotted Top - Floral

Part V - A Third Life



I’d just left a party, and was still riding high from the music and dancing, so I was in my own little happy place when I noticed someone walking toward me on the dark street. I recognized the uniform, first - that of a guard. I'd seen the outfit plenty of times on the ship, escorting some noble from one place to another. They never spoke to me, no matter what approach I tried. The most I'd ever gotten out of one was a sternly hissed, "stop that!"

I drifted to a halt and stared stupidly as he approached. I didn't recognize him, which was strange. After a few hundred years, you met everyone at least once in our world, and I certainly would have remembered that handsome face. But he felt familiar, and somehow, I knew without a doubt that he was a Lyran elf.

He was staring at me, too, and I wondered how strange I must have appeared to him, an elf with no elfsong. Like looking at a human? Or worse, a zombie?

It turned out his issue was much closer to the surface. "What’s wrong with your hair?” he blurted out.


I self consciously reached up to fix my hair, but it was still mostly pinned in place. "What? Nothing?” 

 By this point he'd noticed my eyes. “You’re Royal? But - they don't match - and you can’t be Royal, they’re all accounted for! What have you done? To impersonate a - is that why you’re here? Are you banished?”

“Uh, no?” The thought had never even occurred to me. Surely they told you first?

He only shook his head and took a good look at the rest of me. "What is that horrible thing you’re wearing?"

"Hey, I like this dress!"

"Are you being held against your will? It explains all - your mind has been broken! The torment ends now, I will help you to escape. Come, quickly!" He reached out to grab my arm.

I jerked out of reach, angry now. “I don’t need help! What's your problem? Showing up and insulting me like that?"

“You don’t know what you’re saying. All will be well, just listen.”

It turns out I couldn’t hear elfsong anymore, either, only feel a slightly growing urge that I should listen to him, follow him.  

Oh, hell no. That was my old life. I had power of my own now. “Nope. Toodles,” I said, snapped my fingers, and teleported home. 

 ---

Once my temper cooled, I half regretted running so quickly. Why was he here? Who was he? I didn’t recognize him. I didn’t want to go looking for him, but I both hoped and feared he would be dumb enough to try to find me again.



Photo Credits

Location: Mieville Doyle

Her:
Head: Lelutka: Raven
Body: Maitreya Lara
Face: The Skinnery: Eve
Makeup: Fontaine Cosmetics: Chromatica
Skin: Velour X Venus Dune
Hair: Mina: Annie
Dress: S&P Elena
Hair clip: No_Match: No Embrace Pearls
Earrings: Sn@tch Changes Crystal earrings - teal
Shoes: MSN Design: Dory Heels
Pose: =Static Posture= Pose #56 10

Him:
Head: Lelutka: Skyler
Body: Belleza: Jake
Skin: CCI: Elven Male
Hair: Magika: Alvilde
Clothing: FATEplay: Feredir - Quagmire
Device: *Tentacio*Vania Cyborg arm terminal white
Pose: =Static Posture= #46 Pose 05

Part VI - The Life I Missed

Turns out he was dumb enough, but he was smarter about it. He found me again the next night, at my favorite pub. This time, he kept a respectful distance and waited for me to respond to his presence. 



“If you can be civil, you can sit down,” I told him, pointing at the stool next to me. “We won’t talk about my looks or that stick up your ass.”

He took a wary step closer. “I am unarmed,” he informed me sternly. “There is no stick, anywhere.”

I sighed. “What are you doing here?”

“I represent a special team assembled by The Tanrys Court," he began, as if carefully reciting a memorized passage. "We seek the lost colonies of Lyramir. We sensed elfsong in this world, and I came down to investigate.”

Lost colonies? "MY elfsong? No, that’s impossible, it’s gone. I’ve been silenced.”

“Clearly not, since I found you. I have not yet located the others.”

“There are none, not that I’ve found, and I've looked.”

“You’re alone? But how? How did you end up in this place, separated from the others?”

I shrugged. “Something exploded, and I got blown off the ship, and apparently off the world entirely. I was in and out of Torpor in the Void until I unintentionally landed here about fifteen years ago. You’re the first Lyran I’ve met since - well, whatever happened in 7261. What happened, anyway?”

He blinked at me a few times as he processed my story. “You’ve only been here fifteen years? How does the calendar here compare to ours?”

“It’s maybe five days off,” I estimated. “Why?”

He stared silently at me for far too long, clearly dreading something, and then turned to Joe the Bartender. “Give her another of those, or stronger. She’s going to need it.”

And then he told me I’d been floating in the Void for over three hundred years.

-----

Joe had my back, and whatever he poured for me was appropriate for the news.

Three hundred years, out in the dark. I shuddered. I'd tried hard to forget the whole thing, but it haunted my dreams.

“It’s 7584,” I mumbled, trying to wrap my mind around the current year at home, if there still was a home. “Tell me what happened,” I finally choked out.

“In 7261, The god Lorgan came after Lyra. The damage their battle caused made the world uninhabitable, and wounded Lyra greatly. Many lives were lost, and we were forced to flee. We split into colonies and parted ways.”

“And now you’re trying to find them all again? Why?”

“Lyramir has been restored. Lyra calls her people home.”

“Did my parents survive? My companions? I was the year 7000.” Lyran elves controlled the population by having babies in batches. A dozen or so, every 50 years, raised as a group so they’d have a strong bond and similar life experiences.

“We’ll have to review the records we have available on the ship. What is your name?”

It had been so long since I’d used it I couldn’t remember for a moment. “Wilrhyn. I’m Auglathla.” It sounded strange in my ears. “Aggi. And you? I don't know you.”

“Alpinia. Rowan. You would not have met me, then, I was born in the year 7250.”

He’d been a mere toddler when Lorgan struck. I recalled the extravagant celebrations that birth year, which meant that he was a companion to a member of the royal family. He probably expected the same amount of respect and obedience. Figures.

“And you sailed here? On a ship?”

“In a way. We are traveling through the Void in a great flying ‘ship’ made by humans. It’s steel,” he volunteered, half in warning. “Not a pleasant way for us to travel, but there are some comforts aboard. I advise you to pack comfortable clothing, blankets, and as much fresh fruit as you can.”

“Wait, are you expecting me to leave with you?”

“Yes, Lyra wants you to come home.”

“Do you think I’m going to drop everything and go off with a complete stranger?”

“We are not strangers. We are Lyran, one soul.”

He said it with the utmost sincerity. I tried not to roll my eyes. “But I’ve got a whole life here! You can’t just expect me to abandon everything and everyone at someone else’s whim.”

“Lyra calls her people home.”

“You were looking for whole colonies, not me.”

“Lyra calls her people home.”

“Are you going to chant that until I get up and go off with you?”

“Don’t you want to be back where you belong? Among your own?”

“I’ve been silenced. I’ll never fit back in.”  Not that I'd ever quite fit in to begin with.

“There was enough to find you from the Void. You can be restored.”

“On a spaceship?” How did he even have one? That kind of technology didn’t exist in our worlds.

“A minor inconvenience, but it seems quite safe.”

Seems? “Through the Void?” I asked in a smaller voice.

“Ah, I understand now. You won’t be alone, not this time,” he said gently.

I shook my head. “No thank you. I’ve made a new life here. I have good friends. I’m happy here.”

“You must -”

“I mustn’t do anything! Now go on back to your ship and your mission. I’m sorry you came down here for nothing.”

He was getting flustered now, he must have reached the end of his memorized lines. “My mission is -”

“- Probably to tell people it’s safe to come home if they want, not to drag them back kicking and screaming. What are you going to do if a whole colony says ‘no, we’re good here?’ Start a war?”

“You cannot ignore your Maker! Lyra calls -”

“No!” I slapped my hands down on the bar and hopped off the barstool. He backed away, assuming a fighting stance.

“Take it outside!” Joe ordered.

“I’ve had enough. I’m going home,” I told him, and then turned on Rowan, who still had his hands up defensively. “MY home. Now leave me alone.”

Once again, I ran.


Photo Credits
Rowan:
Head: Lelutka - Skyler
Body: Belleza - Jake
Skin: CCI - Elven Male
Hair: No.Match - No_Karma
Clothing: FATEplay - Feredir - Quagmire

Aggi:
Head: Lelutka - Raven
Skin: The Skinnery - Eve
Hair: No.Match - No_LoveLetter
Blouse: Blueberry - Reachless Dress & Top

Part VII - The Sweet Life

 Once safely home, I panicked. A lot. Can you blame me? My house was filled with reminders that I had wanted to go home, or at least know where home was. The thought of going back into the Void, though, even inside a ship this time, filled me with stomach churning, weak-kneed dread. I couldn’t do it. No way. I couldn’t even sleep in the dark. Nor did I want to give up my freedom. In Lyramir, your life was assigned to you, loosely based on both where your natural talents lay and what jobs needed more people doing them. Hate it? Want to try something new? Want other friends? Too bad, this is your place in life. No, I was not going back.

I hid out at home for a few days, but as each day passed with no further contact, the panic eased. This was my world, not his. He, they, couldn’t hurt me, nor prevent my teleporting, so why was I hiding?

Perhaps he’d already gone?

I ventured back out, my head high, my eyes on the people map, and my finger near the home button.


Phoebe at the ice cream parlor was pleased to see me. “Where have you BEEN? Someone came in yesterday and won the Ice Cream Bucket Challenge!”

She waved her hand at the side wall, where my picture was one of three on it, posing proudly with a spoon and an empty, milk coated and chocolate streaked bucket.

Don’t look at me like that. It was only about 10 scoops of chocolate and vanilla. And some cookies. And some fruit. And some whipped cream. I think there was caramel drizzle. And sprinkles, of course.

There was a reason they knew me by name here.


“You’re not going to take my photo down, are you? Is there an extra prize if I order another?”

“He wouldn’t let us take one. Shame, too, he would have looked great on our wall. What is it with elves and ice cream? It’s like you can’t get enough!”

My sweet tooth shriveled up. “A blonde elf? Kind of old fashioned?”

“Big blue eyes,” she added dreamily. “Scrawny like you. Where do you put it all?” She tilted her head thoughtfully. “He even trilled his R’s the same way. Friend of yours?”

“I do not trill -” I stopped short as she laughed at me. “Not a friend, but from the same place. Did he say anything?”

“Not much. He certainly didn’t like the song and dance routine when we brought out the bucket. You'll have to ask Jessie.” 

Jessie looked up from where she knelt behind the counter, restocking napkins. “Mr. Tall, Pale, and Surly? Did you send him in? Was he a prank? Most people come in with friends and make a big deal out of the bucket, but he was alone and ate like it was a boring chore he had to get through.”

“Not me. I’m trying to stay away from him!”

“Uh oh. He didn’t mention you, and we even pointed out your picture. He did ask about a repairman, or engineer of some sort. I didn’t know anyone, but I showed him how to search for one.”

He was still here, damn it. And edging in on my ice cream shop!

Fine. I was just going to have to go find him and encourage him to be on his way.

But first I ordered a crumbled cookie milkshake.


Photo Credits

Location: Bella Pointe, The Pink Flamingo Diner

Aggi

Head: Lelutka - Raven

Skin: The Skinnery - Eve

Hair: Magika - Midnight

Shirt: DD - Lucy T-Shirt

Pants: Blueberry - Laine - Zipped Cutiebootie

Bucket - Custom Made

Location: Bella Pointe - The Pink Flamingo Diner

Winner photo:

Hair: Wings - EF0229


Shirt: Bold Llama - Pirate Tees (it says 'Pirate Redhead - Argh!'


Phoebe

Head: Genus - Strong

Uniform: Tres Blah - Summer Fete Apron - Black

Hair :Alli & Ali - Paninka Hair

Skin: Pink Fuel - Renee - Pure


Jessie (blonde)

Head: Lelutka - Raven

Uniform: Tres Blah - Summer Fete Apron - Black

Hair: Alli & Ali - Paninka Hair combined with A&A Fillipa Hair Spring Colors

Skin: Gloom - Finlay Skin

Makeup: Stunner Originals - Mix HD EvoX/Evo Lady

Part VIII - A Minor Problem


Rowan was looking for a repairman, so something must be wrong with his ship. I could trace him that way, maybe.

Or else, his ‘mission,’ which was probably going to turn into a really interesting search for him. A few places I had wandered into that advertised themselves as elven I had left again very quickly. Zynthar eventually explained role playing, but it had been too real for my taste, and I saw too many other things I wanted to learn about. I wanted to role play as a human. Humans had roller coasters and frosting.

He would end up in some of those places. And weirdly enough, ‘Elves in Space’ was an actual theme. Which meant he was bound to turn up at The Citadel, for one reason or another.

I did not want to go to The Citadel. It floated in a glass ball in a dark, starry sky, and the memory was too much for me. I had never made it very far inside before. I hurried in from the landing point, keeping close to the walls and trying not to look too far up.

I was right, though, and he had found the place, too. It took me a moment to recognize him, because he had tied up his hair, changed out of his traditional elven uniform, and was wearing some high tech looking pants and a plain, modern work shirt.

Interesting. The traditional uniform, his accent, and his old fashioned talk made me assume he was the traditional sort, unyielding to change, but clearly he knew how to blend in AND was willing to do so. Perhaps he could be reasoned with after all.

“Hey!” I yelled, and bravely dashed across the mall. "Hey wait! Stop!"

He spun around as I hurried up behind him, looking alarmed. Holding up his hands placatingly and backing away from me, he said, "I am not following you. You were very clear about your desires when we last met, and I will respect them. I am not following you."

Damn it, he did roll his Rs. "Why are you still here? I told you, there are no other Lyrans. Give up! Move on!”

“I will depart as soon as I can. I have no intention of causing you further distress. I swear to you, I will leave you in peace.” He dipped his head politely at me and continued edging backward.

I’d been freaking out for no reason. I could go back to my normal routine without worrying about religious kidnappings. Part of me was relieved as he turned to walk away, but the other part had been a fool once, and was about to be a fool again. I followed him.

"Did you break the ship?" I guessed.

"The shuttle," he reluctantly admitted. "A minor difficulty."

"So not the whole ship? Can't they beam you up or something?"

"I - I don't understand what you asked?”

I tried again, surprised by how much my vocabulary had changed during my time here. “Is there another way for you to get back to the ship?”

He shook his head. “A shuttle is the only way between the surface and The Voice of Lyra."

I snorted at the ship’s name. "Can’t they send another?"

"The reports indicate that the problem may be atmospheric in nature. We cannot risk damaging another shuttle. I am attempting to find a solution among experts here. It is my problem, and I do not intend to make it yours. Perhaps it would be best if you left now,” he added in a low voice. “This is not the friendliest location.”

I glanced in the direction he nodded his head in, and saw several people gathered. They weren't paying attention to us, but they were all geared up for battle. “Ah, yeah. Just tell them you’re OOC, they should leave you alone.”

“Oh Oh Sea?”

“Out of character. This is a place where people come to play games and such. They're acting, like in a play. Unless you tell them otherwise, they think you're acting, too.”

“Odd place,” he muttered. and turned his wary gaze back to me. “I wasn’t given instruction on what to do if you began to follow me.”

“I thought perhaps I might be able to help.”

“I suppose you wish to be rid of my unwanted presence as quickly as possible?”

Ooh, was that snark? “Look, I’m not interested in having an enemy. I just couldn’t - I don’t like being ordered about. If you promise not to be rude or drag me off, then I’m happy to help you if you need it.”

“I have more help than I want as it is, and I do not want to be in your debt. I have already upset you, and need to make amends.”

Ah, yes the elven need for balance. Even I had never managed to shake that. “Hard to do if you’re avoiding me,” I pointed out. “I did ask for information about my family and friends.”

He nodded. “So you did. Will you come with me to the shuttle?”

What the heck. Let’s see how far down the bad idea rabbithole I could fall. “Yes, but no further.”



Location: The Citadel

Aggi
Head: Lelutka - Raven
Skin: The Skinnery - Eve
Hair: Magika - Gemma
Shirt: Blueberry - Shyla Knotted Top - Floral
Pants: Blueberry - Laine Zipped Jeans - Cutiebootie

Part IX - Probably Not Pirates

Rowan led me to a hangar, where a number of high tech looking vehicles were parked. "The engineer wanted to move the shuttle, and told me to use this to find it." He stopped at parking spot #12C, which was empty except for a small wooden square, and gave me a hopeful look.

“It’s a teleporter,” I explained. “It’ll take you right to where they moved it. Just poke it, and you'll arrive in the right spot. Here, I'll show you."



I arrived in a completely different area, fortunately one that had sunshine. A handful of men and two women stood on a black tarmac painted up like a helipad, and were surrounding a vehicle that looked like a giant steel egg on its side, one of those fancy ones with all the decor. They had taken panels off one section and were peering curiously inside, taking pictures and making notes and chatting excitedly.

Rowan arrived directly behind me. I jumped to one side to avoid being landed on. “Ta da!” I exclaimed cheerfully, as he looked wildly around.

That attracted the attention of the mechanics. “How did you get here?” one asked.

“Another one came down here? We said not to try!” exclaimed a second.

“Mistress Wilrhyn lives here, and has offered her assistance.” Rowan explained, shading his eyes from the sun. “Why are you taking it apart?”

“To see what kind of alterations we can make.”

“It’s wild in there! I’ve never seen connectors like this before. And do you know what this is?”

“No,” he didn’t even bother looking at what the man was pointing at. “Have you found a translation for the manual?”

“ImAMess is working on it.”

Another of the mechanics, sitting on the ground and surrounded by laptops, books and tablets, sighed morosely. “It’s not Klingon,” he said sadly. “But I think this MIGHT be a schematic for that panel.”

This brought everyone over to look at the screen, and I took the opportunity to take a closer look at the ship while they chattered excitedly. It was unlike anything I’d ever seen before. It certainly didn’t look elfmade. It didn’t even feel quite human made, but what did I know about spacecraft?

I climbed up the open gangway and looked around. It looked like any standard sci-fi movie type spacecraft, all hard surfaces and low lighting, save for a thick white woven blanket, carelessly tossed over a long, padded bench built into one wall.

I picked it up, staring at the row of different sized stars woven along one edge. Now this was elfmade. I’d had one like it, but the stars had been different colors.

Sitting on the bench, I rubbed my fingers over one of the stars. My vision blurred, or perhaps cleared, and for a moment, I could see the color. A soft blue.

“Did you understand anything they were saying?”

I jumped. Rowan was standing in the doorway. Hatchway?

“It was all too technical for me, except they can’t get much higher than 4000 meters, which has always been the case for everyone. It’d be a really big deal if they could, you know.”

“So they tell me.” He climbed into the shuttle and sat down in one of the chairs by the big control panel and began pushing buttons.

I moved to see what he was doing, which was typing on a keyboard with painstaking slowness. The alphabet wasn’t one I had ever seen before. “What language is that?”

“Warrit.”

“Huh. I’ve never heard of it.”

“Be grateful. They are dangerous.”

I glanced around, noticing the labels on the various panels were in the same alphabet. “Did you steal this thing?” I teased.

He briefly paused in his typing, but didn’t say anything. That was enough of an answer for me.

“You didn’t!”

“It would be more accurate to call it a war prize.”

I sat down in the other chair, waiting for him to finish his task. “You’re at war?” I asked, as the screen went blank.

“No. Not yet. I cannot tell you much, the information is very confidential. They do not seem to know we exist, and while we would like to keep it that way, we must prepare ourselves for our eventual discovery by them.”

“But you’ve stolen their space ship! They’re going to miss it.”

“The Panatian Military - let's say they salvaged a shipwreck. They wanted to use it to explore these new worlds we don’t have access to, and felt that having an obvious, peaceful mission would get us further.”

“Boldly going where no elf has gone before?" I teased.

He eyeballed me for probably the third time that day. “The vessel’s records reported sightings of a people that sounded very much like Lyran elves at specific coordinates. We are being bold in our efforts, but there should be elves at our destination.”

There was a loud beep, and he reached over and flipped a switch on the crowded panel. A scratchy voice came through the speaker. “Alpinia? It's about time!”



Photo Credits
Ship: Hodgepodge of parts assembled from spaceships available through the Arcadia Asylum Library

- Engineers and Mechanics -

Far Left Tech (Bryce)
Head: Lelutka - Quinn
Skin: leLaPeau - Josh
Hair: Alli & ali - Rod Hair
Shirt: Damyn Store - Brant Shirt Green
Shorts: F16 - Boston Cargo Shorts
Shoes: [F] - Mesh Sneaker Black

Box Seated Tech (Perl Jam)
Head: Logo - Chelsea
Skin: 7 Deadly S[K]ins - Gillian - Cotton Candy
Hair: FAGA - Yania
Top: Tastic - Dramatic Unicorn Crop Top Black
Pants: [F16] Big Booty Overalls
Shoes: [AL] Ladies Sneakers Tintable

Standing Center Tech (Mike)
Head: Lelutka - Quinn
Skin: OC - Erick Fullbody
Hair: Lelutka EvoX Hairbase 057
Shirt: .: DD :. - Retro Logo - 2 Piece Shirt
Pants: [F16] - Jason Jeans
Shoes: [F] - Mesh Sneakers black

Backfacing Tech (Leo)
Head: Viktor 1.2
Skin: Nivaro - Brando
Hair: Sintiklia - Mike
Shirt: Jaxon Vest (SL Free Avatar)
Pants: Gabriel - Buckle strap pants
Shoes: Gabriel - Strap Boot

Looking Over Shoulder Tech (Izzy)
Head: Genus - Strong
Skin: JUMO - Julia skin - cream
Hair: Alli & Ali - Jeanele
Outfit: _One_ - Casual Girl outfit with boyfriend shirt
Tights: Trixie (SL free avatar)
Collar: Trixie (SL free avatar)
Shoes: Trixie (SL free avatar)

Computer Tech (ImAMess)
Head: Viktor 1.2
Skin: Nivaro - Daniel
Hair: Alli & Ali - Bogdan
Shirt: Wyatt (SL free avatar)
Pants: Wyatt (SL free avatar)
Shoes: Monty (SL free avatar)

Part X - Voices from the Void


“Good afternoon, Captain Farrell, you are much clearer now," he said politely. "The engineers were able to raise the shuttle to a higher altitude."

"Hmph. Have you been able to do anything?”

“They were asking if The Voice had tractor beams.”

“Had what?”

“Tractor. Beams. I assumed you would know.”

“Wahlford, do you know what he’s saying?”

“No, and I’m not certain the translator does, either. Are you talking about farm equipment?” another male voice in the background asked. "Is this some sort of prank?"

“I don’t know why they call it that. I think it’s like a giant magnet,” I put in. “A force that just . . . sucks you up? A way to pick up something without landing and hauling it aboard yourself? Do you have a feature like that?”

“Check the manual,” Farrell ordered.

“I’m looking, I’m looking.”

“Who is that with you, Alpinia?”

“Wilrhyn is here.”

“What? You contacted her again? Haven’t you caused enough problems already? I told you to stay away until Tillock could get down there and handle everything properly! Gods damn it, Alpinia -”

“Hey, Captain Crankypants, keep your shirt on!” I snapped, as Rowan stiffened uncomfortably. “I contacted him!”

“What, that’s Aggi? Aggi?” A third voice cut in. “Aggi, it’s Milo!”

“Hello, hello, hello!” I chirped, surprised by the newest voice's excitement. The name and the voice were familiar, as weird as they sounded over the com.

He chuckled. “Elo, I can’t believe it! It’s so good to hear your voice! Our hearts were broken for you long ago. I never thought I would speak to you again, and here you are, speaking as brazenly as ever. Are you safe? Are you well? Damn these machines, I want to hold you again! Is she still lovely, Alpinia?”

Rowan’s eyebrows went way up. So did mine. For one of us to display that much emotion was a big deal.

Rowan leaned toward the speaker, eying me warily as I glared at him, daring him to give his opinion. “She looks healthy and . . . in good spirits,” he answered diplomatically.

“Pfah, ignore his petulance. Oh, my poor Blossom, what anguish you must have suffered, all these years alone! Your story will certainly excite the bards! Were there monsters in the Void? Did you visit many other worlds?”

“They’ll get bored really fast. There was an explosion, and then a whole lot of nothing. It was dark. I floated. I slept. Woke up on a beach. People call that a vacation here,” I babbled nervously at the familiar voice from my past. Old memories were popping up left and right, and I was starting to feel overwhelmed.

"I couldn't believe it when Alpinia told us he had met you! I gave him such a scolding about the poor manner in which he handled it."

I was beginning to feel sorry for Rowan. I'd been in this spot too many times myself. "Don’t be so hard on him. I wasn't exactly on my best behavior, either."

Milo laughed. "It always was your style, feint and run! Remember how many times you made Willaris chase you?"

Rowan leaned forward as I grappled futility with the past. “She came out of a long Torpor without assistance. She is fortunate to remember anything.”

“Of course,” he said, sounding a little disappointed. “I’m one of your companions. We grew up together. Do you remember me at all?”

“Yes, I remember you! You were the daring one, always wanting to travel.” I recalled. “Even more so than me.”

“Yes! I never thought it would be quite this far, though.”

“Didn’t you rate for administration? I remember how jealous you got when I went to sea.”

“I worked my way up to Royal Secretary, and turned out to be one of the few willing to keep up with Prince Elorhyn.”

“The prince broke free,” Rowan murmured to me. “He can travel where he pleases, even alone.”

“King Turin sends him on many diplomatic missions, although this one was considered a bit too dangerous. They rated me, though, and now I am serving as Void Ambassador.”

“Congratulations? Wait, King Turin? What happened to King Orion?”

“That is a story for later,” Rowan said quickly. “Milo, will you check the records for Wilrhyn’s family and friends?”

“This has already gone on too long,” Farrell cut in. “We are trying to solve a serious problem here -”

“Captain, this is our first official diplomatic contact! This is why we're out here! We have not spoken in . . . 323 years! You can spare us a few minutes while Wahlford goes through his notes,” Milo snapped imperiously. “Unless you’ve found something already, sir?”

“Not yet!”

“Well then. Aggi, dearest lost Blossom, I do not need to look in the records. It breaks my heart to give you the information you want. Can you bear it?”

“My parents are gone, then?” I guessed.

“We have mourned them - and you - these many years.”

I nodded, even though he couldn’t see me. “Honestly, I’m still amazed anyone survived. What about our companions? You’re not the only survivor, are you?”

“There are four others who thrive still. Lashrael Deerin, Rylla Cantis, Opal Thala, and Pelder Wain. Rylla and Pelder have a son and a daughter together.”

There had once been fifteen of us. I couldn't wrap my brain around it, and instead focused on the other surprise. “Really? They weren’t rated high enough to have multiple.”

“Our losses were so great, many restrictions were lifted. Even then we have struggled to bring our numbers back up. I pulled up our records, you were assigned to the Forthright Swan?”

“Yes.”

“Of the crew of the Swan, only Crewman Lachley survived the Destruction, but - oh, this mention may pain you, Alpinia. He was one of those lost in the attack on the Silken Whisper. Which is also a story for another time.” He sighed. “We have so much yet to learn from each other. Are you sure you won’t -”

“No!” I yelped.

“She has endured all she can of the Void,” Rowan put in. “I do not recommend discussing it further."

“We’ve only just found her, I can’t help but feel like we’re losing her all over again.”

“I promised her we would not press the issue.”

“But her harmony! It might still be pure.”

“Excuse me?”

“Yes, but she is in a delicate state -”

“I am not!”

“- and to stress her further might destroy it completely.”

“We know where she is, we’ll mark her location on the charts,” Farrell chimed in. “And someday someone can come back and follow up. You all have the time, at least.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I suppose I must trust your word on this, Alpinia. You at least know what an interrupted Torpor can do. Are there history books on the shuttle? Give her one of the books. Are there any others you wish to inquire about, Aggi?”

“I - I can’t think any more.”

“Know the Tanrys Court will receive news of your survival with great joy. You may add ‘Survivor of the Destruction’ to your name, and, oh, you will certainly need a title to honor what you have endured. I have authorization to give them out. How shall we word your experience?”

Oh, yes, the titles. Some people’s names read like a resume, with little tidbits like ‘One Eyed’ or ‘Lion Wrestler’ if you did anything unusual. I suppose I’d definitely earned that, without even trying.

“Would she count as an Explorer of the Void?” Rowan asked. “Or is that reserved for the crew of The Voice?”

“I didn’t really explore it. I was more floating space junk, and there’s really no flattering way to say that.”

“Void Drifter?”

“Perhaps. Or Lyran Consul to . . . what is the name of this place?”

“Linden, I believe.”

“I’m not rated for offworld representation!”

“You appear to be thriving here. You have transcended such tests.”

“‘Transcended’ is more apt than you realize,” Rowan commented. “You think Elorhyn broke free? He may have to run to keep up with her.”

Elo, truly? Then we shall make it so. Auglathla, daughter of Tamsin Wilrhyn and Cardis Ellisei, Ranger of the Forest Patrol, Crew of The Forthright Swan, Survivor of the Destruction, Transcended, Lyran Portmaster of Linden,” he improvised.

I was blushing heavily at all the compliments. I’d always thought of the incident as a mistake I’d somehow made, an embarrassment, not a great battle I had fought and won. “Oh, wait, I have a different name here. Aggi WyCliffe. Shouldn’t that be included, too?”

“You did? Why would you do that? How could you reject your heritage in such a manner?”

“No, nothing like that! I had to choose from a list when I registered here. It was the closest one to Wilrhyn.”

“Then - ‘Survivor of the Destruction, Transcended, known in Linden as Aggi Wycliffe, Lyran Portmaster.’ It will be recorded and sent home in the next transmission.”

“I think I found something, but this was too fascinating to interrupt,” Wahlford said. “Am I hearing you all correctly? Is this a Naming ceremony? I thought it would be a formal affair, with music and sacramental wine or -”

Milo grunted in disgust. “Only for the first naming. Will you stop making us a topic of study?”

“Oh, is he human?” I asked.

“There are twenty humans and five elves aboard, although no one’s sure about Dislani,” Farrell said.

“Is there anything I can get for those twenty humans and five elves? Earplugs, perhaps? Soap?”

“Bread. Is there fresh bread there? Baguettes? Rolls? Flatbread?” Wahlford sighed. “I’ll take anything.”

“We have got everything you can think of.”

“Fresh fruit and vegetables,” Milo said. “Salt and pepper.”

“Liquor,” Farrell put in. “Whatever, so long as it’s plentiful.”

I laughed. “All right, I’ll bring a care package by.”

“Aggi, blossom, it was good to hear your voice, and I hope we may speak again someday. Know we love you still.”

“Do you have email? Or is there some way we can keep in contact?”

We were starting to wear Farrell down, as he sighed and said, “I think this location qualifies as a port of call, once we solve the technical issues. Alpinia, give her one of the spare communicators.”

Something began beeping loudly over the speaker, and a distant voice shouted “Debris, 20 kilometers!”

“And now I must insist this conversation ends. Ma’am - I look forward to that care package. Alpinia, stand by. All hands to your stations!”


Photo Credits:

Aggi:
Head: Lelutka - Raven
Skin: The Skinnery - Eve
Hair: Magika - Gemma
Shirt: Blueberry - Shyla Knotted Top - Floral
Pants: Blueberry - Laine Zipped Jeans - Cutiebootie

Rowan:
Head: Lelutka - Skyler
Skin: CCI - Elven Male
Hair: No_Match - No Fanatic
Shirt: Butterscotch - Lukas Henley
Pants: Coveted!- Audun Pants
Device: Tentacio! Vania Cyborg Arm Terminal

Space Shuttle: Chairs from SFX, topmost monitors by D-Lab, most everything else came from Arcadia Asylum.

Part XI - Other Ways

Distant shouts and a hurried chorus of farewells joined in with the alarm, until Rowan turned off the comm.

“Wait! What's going on? What’s happening?”

Rowan rose and opened up a cabinet. "The short range communicators require us to be within a certain distance of each other, but debris is a problem in this area. They’ll have to move the ship to a safer location until it passes. It's nothing too serious.”

“Oh.” I stared at the speaker, just a weird little box in a field of buttons, levers, and screens, and wondered if I was making a mistake after all.

“Wilrhyn. Wilrhyn?” Rowan was holding out a book to me. I took it hesitantly. It was bound in fine leather, common enough for an elven tome. The good books would have embroidery, embossing, gilt, or be hand painted. "You are to be congratulated. We have been actively trying to fluster Milo for ages, without success. You managed it in under a minute, simply by speaking.”

“Ha! I win! Is this the prize?”

“Oh, no, but it will contain some of the answers to many of the questions I’m sure you now have. A history of Lyra, post Destruction.”

I nodded, but my mind was still on the previous conversation. I'd been so focused on what I couldn't have there, that I never appreciated what - and who - I did have.

“Did you think you had been forgotten?" he asked.

"Well, I mean, kind of? Since it seems I've forgotten them. You don’t think I’m a bad person for that, do you?"

"No, it's not your fault. Torpor can do horrible things when it's not carefully managed. It's only meant to take away your anguish, not your memory or your sense of self."

"You sound like you're speaking from experience."

"Seven years, a mere afternoon nap compared to you." He cast a cautious glance at the control panel. “I will escort you home. Come,” he started down the ramp.

I followed, hoping for more background story. “Thanks, but that’s not necessary. I can be home in two seconds.” I snapped my fingers. He flinched, and then shook his head disapprovingly at me when he realized I hadn’t actually done anything.

The group of mechanics were still poking about in the access panel and chattering loudly. He gestured for me to follow him. I did, curiosity rising as he led me to the edge of the platform, as far from the shuttle and the engineers as he could safely get.



"I will not ask you to go back into the Void, but if there were another way, would you return home?" he asked quietly, as soon as he was sure the others weren’t listening.

“I haven’t found another way. I’ve been looking for Entrances for years and there’s just nothing. I can’t go back the way I came, even if I wanted to.”

“Gods and wizards might be able to open doors that don’t exist, and they would both consider you a worthwhile risk.”

“Wizards? You’re allied with wizards now?”

“Elorhyn himself is a wizard of high repute.”

“A prince mixed Harmony and the Word? Isn't that blasphemy or something?”

“Yes, I suppose it is,” he mused with a puzzled frown. “Lyra seems to be allowing it, though? Read the history.” He tapped the book in my hand.

“Is it going to explain that weird comment about my harmonic 'purity?'”

He looked a bit alarmed at the question. "I am not authorized to explain that."

"Try. I won't tell on you."

"Our harmony . . . warped . . . after the Destruction. We are out of tune, you might say? They cannot repair it. If yours proves to still be the original, they might be able to use you to restore everyone’s. This is why we are pushing so hard for you to return with us. We thought we had accounted for every Tanrys survivor."

"Look, it's not just the Void I don't want to face. I don't want to go back to my old life. The rules and restrictions and limitations - " I grabbed a braid and shook it at him. "I'm stronger here. I'm ME here. I’m not Lyra’s any longer."

"There is much they would like to learn from you." He gestured toward the shuttle. "These devices. Do you think we'd stand a chance against them, should we fight with traditional methods? We've seen the damage it can do in other worlds. The presence of metal and exhaust alone would drive us to our knees."

Now that was a sobering thought.

"I . . . I don't know . . . "

"You would have time to decide. It will likely be years before they can come here. You could insist upon returning here safely afterward as a condition of your cooperation."

"Oh, like I could make demands of the Court," I scoffed.

“You are a special case, one we did not expect to find. I'm sure they could be swayed.”

I made a face, and he sighed. “This is the last I will speak on the matter, I swear to you. But at least I have prepared you for a future request and its importance to us.”

“Fine. I promise that I will at least listen to a future invitation, but it better be a good one."